There's a huff that might be an aborted laugh at the very thought of something like the moon affecting Elidibus so much that there might be tangible emotions across their bond. He doesn't challenge it, he's not a witch and has no idea what the lunar pull feels like to them. "That will be handled when it occurs." And not until then! Even though it's not really that long away. Surely like monsters, it took time to build up to the worst of it.
It's almost distracting, the way he could think without the constant certainty that those around him are actively going out of their way to get under his skin. There was supposed to be more to it than this, more ... gratitude, more emotion or intention or .. something, he's sure of it, but he keeps circling around to distraction.
"Will my home do, or do you prefer somewhere further afield? They hesitate to let unbonded leave the city." But that's no longer an issue and more importantly not far away is the heat of summer, not the bitter chill of winter and it's almost tempting to suggest they go--
... It's true. Emet-Selch would certainly bring up emotions one way or another. And if Elidibus were influenced by Lahabrea, or worse, the beast trapped in the back of his mind, would that instigate something further even in the stoic emissary? "I suspect he'll discern that on his own fairly swiftly," Lahabrea notes after a long moment of puzzling that over. "Especially if it is so that a monster enhances this or that in a witch, beyond a normal capacity. ... But he is ... not likely to be interested in either of us disrupting the life he's made himself here, so I wonder whom would be experiencing that turmoil. Us, or him."
Reclaiming his hands, Elidibus calmly pulls his gloves back on. "Yes." Emotional surges will be handled when or if they happen. He does recognize there is a great deal to learn about this mortal body and how it affects him, now that he's sealed in it. But that should be different from the will.
Normally.
The Emissary is giving the choice of outside the town or in the privacy of Lahabrea's home due consideration. "I believe privacy is in order this time. So unless you have access to something as secure or more outside of the city, let us return to your home." There is more than just privacy to consider, however. "I am still weakened by my transference." Magic still eludes Elidibus in all but some very simple cantrips. For instance, should you need him to light a candle, he's your man... "Though I have suitable knowledge to use the physical skills of this body, it will likely prove inefficient." There's too much here which would not fall to purely physical weapons strikes not empowered with aether. "You would need to be prepared to defend me. And it would not be a conducive environment for experiments with invoking emotion."
Of Emet-Selch, Elidibus doesn't have much more to say. If he were anyone else, he might also have had to disguise humor. As it is, Lahabrea is merely given a sidelong glance. "Hm. I suppose that would not benefit this experiment. And I suspect that the any emotion that might be generated between you and I would be... similar, should certain matters be confirmed." Elidibus steps to the door, obviously intending to depart whatever decision they make on the change of location. "Emet-Selch has also been here a year's time. This should be kept in mind."
As a 'Witch', their fellow Ascian has far more experience than Elidibus, should matters escalate to the worst possible outcome.
"What is a year?" And that's definitely something like scorn in his tone. "What is ten, or a decade or a century? A year is meaningless." Time ... simply works differently when one has eons with which to do what needed to be done, the mere passage of a handful of seasons was nothing. Less than nothing. An eyeblink at best, unmemorable and irrelevant. "Naught else is of import in the span of a mere year save he has a bit of a head start on you when it comes to mastering this place's piteous version of magic." Lahabrea tucks his hands up his sleeves, tail making a brief sideways gesture that somehow manages to convey dull amusement. "And as he is not wont to spend all that time studying, I would venture to say that's a gap you'll close quickly with some application of your unerring focus."
He might be mistaken in that much, Emet-Selch certainly has very good reasons to actually apply his considerable experience and familiarity with magic, when stripped of so much.
But old habits die hard.
"The rest will see to itself in a mere handful of decades. But if you wish to confront him on his questionable relationship with the Warrior of Light, I'm certain it would be a lively event and to the best that I not accompany such a venture, for just that reason." It seems he's content to follow for the moment; home is a fair way off and it was going to be a long and second time awkward walk. Maybe if he was lucky the changes would continue and he'd at least be able to move around comfortably again. "Fear not. This is no great trouble that we cannot contend with."
Tilting his head as though listening, Elidibus is also giving due consideration to the little flickers of emotion attached to Lahabrea's words which still come through the Bond despite the lack of contact. None of it is enough to disrupt his calm by far. A gap he'll surely close. Perhaps in some aspects. Others, however...
Elidibus raises his hand palm upward. Can the flow of spellcasting be felt through the Bond? Have a spontaneous test, though that is not the purpose, "Oh Flame." he intones. There is displeasure felt and underscoring the use of words. The reason is clear when the results manifest after he continues. "Manifest in my palm that this pitiful world may be given the benefit of your Light." His palm remains steady and a flicker of flame no better than dull candlelight manifests just above his palm. He is quick to use his other hand to shield it from stray drafts, that it doesn't snuff out immediately.
Even then, it is gone moments later and the Emissary lets out a soft gasp of air. Through Bond and appearance, even that small bit of 'magic' had taken a decent toll on him to control. "This... Lahabrea, is the magic of this world. Keep this in mind as well, going forth."
Lahabrea is certainly not wrong in thinking a year is not much, that Elidibus won't be putting his focus on reclaiming even this pitiful form of magic ability. But the Emissary seems intent on conveying the thought that Emet-Selch may indeed have been given motivation to focus his efforts. He was, after all, the most powerful mage of them all.
Though he tries to hide it, Elidibus's first step in continuing out of the room is a trifle unsteady.
"You tell me nothing I do not know. You are less than a novice at the moment, mayhap somewhere below the average toddler, thanks to the vast and overwhelming experience of a fortnight." He doesn't sound impressed. Elidibus had only just arrived, after all, mastering anything at all would be unexpected in the extremes. "I have seen more of what the mages of this world are capable of than you have - mayhap also keep that in mind."
There's no real heat in it, though there's a faint touch of annoyance. "If in the state you are in you consider magic to be the recourse if we must for some reason come to blows against our own kind, then you have forgotten some vital lessons indeed." Whatever those steps are trying to hide, there is a weakness that must not be displayed to others - and now it's his responsibility too. His voice drops as he deliberately steps close, looping one arm quite deliberately through Elidibus'. "Lean a little if you must. Let them think we are every other besotted bonded in this miserable place, and they will not see what I do."
A flaw. An exploitable weakness. Something that must not be allowed.
And then his tone is right back to where it was before. "Lest you forget, that ridiculously oversized axe is your primary defense and offense for likely quite a while. Utilize it. If you need lessons.. I remember enough of hand to hand fighting, I think, to chase you about. If you wish to surprise a sorcerer, you do not meet him on an even playing field. You punch him."
"I simply do not wish to judge this year's difference as insignificant. Not until I am sure." Elidibus closes his eyes while Lahabrea speaks the truth. But they are quick to open and look up with a somewhat started expression when the Speaker sacrifices propriety and normal action to slip an arm through Elidibus' own in the name of support. You've surprised him, Lahabrea.
He speaks not of weakness. He's already shown enough, to one of his own, where he should be the one standing as the supportive pillar. Mayhap, Elidibus wonders, he's been shaken by the experience more than he realized.
"But no. I would not think magic to be something to turn to for now." He...starts to lean a little as both continue further on. The contact is not as it was when it was bare hands, but it does invoke a muted sense of 'closeness'. Elidibus ignores it, this time- or so he tells himself.
"I was able to make practical the skills of this warrior's body before my arrival here." Muscle memory did a lot to help. Fragments of observations, previous combat experience also gave Elidibus a hand up. Still, "Though I will not reject your offer." Tactics, sparring, regular practice. They will be welcomed.
To punch Emet-Selch. There's some considerable thought on that. Possibly all the time it takes to pass by Liam and be public again. And with the public eye comes Ardbert's voice again. His humor and amusement which, thanks to the Bond, Lahabrea can feel soul-deep is nothing more than a mask. Though he already knew that, didn't he? "I certainly see that would surprise the illustrious Emet-Selch, if I were to punch him."
Already it's seeming a distant notion. Why would they, truly, come to blows? Between the three Unsundered, no matter how different their views became, they were steadfast in their goal to restore Lord Zodiark.
'Remember us.' Or so that Scion boy had said of Emet-Selch's last words. Elidibus grows silent and loses some of the facade as he retreats into his thoughts.
It's a little awkward. His knees still don't work right, and touch alone is strange, but it will be endured. Must be endured, or else. It could be worse. The change in temperament as soon as there is a public to see is no surprise, nor is it surprising that there's no actual emotion attached to the act. He felt nothing he'd displayed while running around as Thancred, after all, and Elidibus was less prone to feeling ... anything at all.
But he doesn't play along; such friendliness and humor simply wasn't necessary. There's an acknowledging nod to Liam, who beams at the pair, apparently quite pleased with himself. "He is still our ally, for all that he seems to want a .. 'vacation'." The reminder isn't ungentle. "We have the same goals, the same God. Preparedness is not harmful, but it is best to not cause the very problem that is feared. He cannot pick the Warrior of Light over his own kind, it is impossible." Tempering would see to that. They simply couldn't deviate. Never would. This temporary inconvenience was just that.
But being prepared for a scuffle or two wasn't likely a bad idea, at least until said Warrior of Light finally died. "Mayhap we simply need to reassure him that he may take his ... mechanical companion with him back to the Source or wherever else he seeks to go."
Keep his pet! And stop being an idiot! That will surely work. Zodiark didn't care much for what species someone was, after all.. so long as they were loyal.
Settling, seeing to set order to his thoughts, Elidibus is still aware. And remembers Lahabrea's own faltering gait as the two move forward. Without a word, the lean of his body shifts to something more supportive. Subtle or maybe not to Liam's watching eyes. But the Witch boy can assume and now the two Ascians can seem to walk steadily out into the night.
Vacation. Rest. Yes, Emet-Selch had been settling in to sleep for a while after his stint as Solus zos Galvus. Before Elidibus arrived and informed him of the news that Lahabrea was gone. Emet-Selch had gone to do his duty rather than settle into a century or two of slumber. Perhaps he is due this rest. Perhaps.
The good cheer does fade from Elidibus' voice when next he speaks, but he does not switch back to his own. "Even if he sought reconciliation in some form, as we are, so too is the Warrior of Light in this world. It may well be possible now, to bring her into the fold ere she returns to bask in Hydaelyn's graces." Would that not be a fitting symbol? To wrest the Goddess' champion out of her clutches and into the embrace of Lord Zodiark?
His recovery seems fairly quick, though still he remains silently in support of Lahabrea's gait, for as long as it takes the Ascian to notice and pull away. "In such pursuits, mayhap her Bond with Emet-Selch will prove useful. Though I imagine for now, each are keeping the other in check." But just one little tipping of the scales between their aether...
Elidibus does, for now, note the nagging unease these thoughts bring. Not for the sanctity of the Bond being abused. By why hadn't Emet-Selch's fully whole self not already overwhelmed the Warrior of Light's. But it will not be voiced. Not until he finds out more.
Perhaps Emet-Selch simply keeps the full force of his aether from overwhelming the Bond. Perhaps it is another of this Star's seals. Sigh. So much to be done.
"There is much to learn, Lahabrea. I hope you are prepared."
From anyone else that would have been an order. From Elidibus, it is interchangeable with the question, 'You will... help me, right?'
"I have already made such an offer, but it has been rejected." Of course, it did come from Lahabrea - who is not exactly known for his tact, diplomacy or kindness. It is something that very obviously would be best coming from someone else, but that he'd even made an effort at it was suggestive of a similar thought process. "In one breath she speaks of wishing to know our ways and origins, and in the next takes our greatest hurts and wields them deliberately as weapons. Unfortunately for her efforts she seems to only know what causes Emet-Selch distress, I remain untouched by such attempts."
And there's a grim certainty to that. The loss of Amaurot was indeed wretchedly sad but he didn't dwell on it quite as much as their missing third - his distress lay elsewhere and he wasn't about to share it with an enemy.
"Mayhap you will have greater luck, though I presume she'll be less willing to listen once she finds your mortal guise is just that." But Elidibus had a way with finding a common ground even with opponents with which to work with, Lahabrea .. did not. Grand speeches and the delicate pathways of diplomacy were vastly different things.
Patience would possibly pay off, and if not well, she'll die eventually.
That too was patience, he supposed.
"...In as much as I am capable of, yes." He could do no less. "For all that it may ultimately prove useless. We have aught else here but each other."
"Hm. As influenced by her limited understanding as the Warrior of Light no doubt is," Elidibus answers. He seems to simply be willing to call these unfamiliar variations with the same title and same context. It shouldn't matter. "I see little reason to believe she would receive such offers well from any Ascian. Even Emet-Selch." The one she seems closest to.
"I suppose I can muster an effort and speak with her." It seems even Elidibus had become tired of speaking to the Warrior of Light, by his time. To call his duty an effort. But do his duty he will, regardless of how he feels about it. Now there is hope, with Lahabrea and Emet-Selch with him.
In the wake of Lahabrea's agreement there is another brief piece of emotion: relief. Elidibus is not alone. "Indeed."
And it's become time to carefully disengage completely, giving Lahabrea his agency to walk on his own, taking away that awkward sense of physical contact being foreign and also comforting at the same time. Should nothing else warrant conversation, he'll be content to walk in silence until they reach the privacy of Lahabrea's home.
There are after all, more matters to see to tonight.
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Date: 2021-01-16 10:37 pm (UTC)It's almost distracting, the way he could think without the constant certainty that those around him are actively going out of their way to get under his skin. There was supposed to be more to it than this, more ... gratitude, more emotion or intention or .. something, he's sure of it, but he keeps circling around to distraction.
"Will my home do, or do you prefer somewhere further afield? They hesitate to let unbonded leave the city." But that's no longer an issue and more importantly not far away is the heat of summer, not the bitter chill of winter and it's almost tempting to suggest they go--
... It's true. Emet-Selch would certainly bring up emotions one way or another. And if Elidibus were influenced by Lahabrea, or worse, the beast trapped in the back of his mind, would that instigate something further even in the stoic emissary? "I suspect he'll discern that on his own fairly swiftly," Lahabrea notes after a long moment of puzzling that over. "Especially if it is so that a monster enhances this or that in a witch, beyond a normal capacity. ... But he is ... not likely to be interested in either of us disrupting the life he's made himself here, so I wonder whom would be experiencing that turmoil. Us, or him."
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Date: 2021-01-17 12:11 am (UTC)Normally.
The Emissary is giving the choice of outside the town or in the privacy of Lahabrea's home due consideration. "I believe privacy is in order this time. So unless you have access to something as secure or more outside of the city, let us return to your home." There is more than just privacy to consider, however. "I am still weakened by my transference." Magic still eludes Elidibus in all but some very simple cantrips. For instance, should you need him to light a candle, he's your man... "Though I have suitable knowledge to use the physical skills of this body, it will likely prove inefficient." There's too much here which would not fall to purely physical weapons strikes not empowered with aether. "You would need to be prepared to defend me. And it would not be a conducive environment for experiments with invoking emotion."
Of Emet-Selch, Elidibus doesn't have much more to say. If he were anyone else, he might also have had to disguise humor. As it is, Lahabrea is merely given a sidelong glance. "Hm. I suppose that would not benefit this experiment. And I suspect that the any emotion that might be generated between you and I would be... similar, should certain matters be confirmed." Elidibus steps to the door, obviously intending to depart whatever decision they make on the change of location. "Emet-Selch has also been here a year's time. This should be kept in mind."
As a 'Witch', their fellow Ascian has far more experience than Elidibus, should matters escalate to the worst possible outcome.
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Date: 2021-01-17 12:24 am (UTC)He might be mistaken in that much, Emet-Selch certainly has very good reasons to actually apply his considerable experience and familiarity with magic, when stripped of so much.
But old habits die hard.
"The rest will see to itself in a mere handful of decades. But if you wish to confront him on his questionable relationship with the Warrior of Light, I'm certain it would be a lively event and to the best that I not accompany such a venture, for just that reason." It seems he's content to follow for the moment; home is a fair way off and it was going to be a long and second time awkward walk. Maybe if he was lucky the changes would continue and he'd at least be able to move around comfortably again. "Fear not. This is no great trouble that we cannot contend with."
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Date: 2021-01-17 01:34 am (UTC)Elidibus raises his hand palm upward. Can the flow of spellcasting be felt through the Bond? Have a spontaneous test, though that is not the purpose, "Oh Flame." he intones. There is displeasure felt and underscoring the use of words. The reason is clear when the results manifest after he continues. "Manifest in my palm that this pitiful world may be given the benefit of your Light." His palm remains steady and a flicker of flame no better than dull candlelight manifests just above his palm. He is quick to use his other hand to shield it from stray drafts, that it doesn't snuff out immediately.
Even then, it is gone moments later and the Emissary lets out a soft gasp of air. Through Bond and appearance, even that small bit of 'magic' had taken a decent toll on him to control. "This... Lahabrea, is the magic of this world. Keep this in mind as well, going forth."
Lahabrea is certainly not wrong in thinking a year is not much, that Elidibus won't be putting his focus on reclaiming even this pitiful form of magic ability. But the Emissary seems intent on conveying the thought that Emet-Selch may indeed have been given motivation to focus his efforts. He was, after all, the most powerful mage of them all.
Though he tries to hide it, Elidibus's first step in continuing out of the room is a trifle unsteady.
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Date: 2021-01-17 10:59 pm (UTC)There's no real heat in it, though there's a faint touch of annoyance. "If in the state you are in you consider magic to be the recourse if we must for some reason come to blows against our own kind, then you have forgotten some vital lessons indeed." Whatever those steps are trying to hide, there is a weakness that must not be displayed to others - and now it's his responsibility too. His voice drops as he deliberately steps close, looping one arm quite deliberately through Elidibus'. "Lean a little if you must. Let them think we are every other besotted bonded in this miserable place, and they will not see what I do."
A flaw. An exploitable weakness. Something that must not be allowed.
And then his tone is right back to where it was before. "Lest you forget, that ridiculously oversized axe is your primary defense and offense for likely quite a while. Utilize it. If you need lessons.. I remember enough of hand to hand fighting, I think, to chase you about. If you wish to surprise a sorcerer, you do not meet him on an even playing field. You punch him."
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Date: 2021-01-18 01:02 am (UTC)He speaks not of weakness. He's already shown enough, to one of his own, where he should be the one standing as the supportive pillar. Mayhap, Elidibus wonders, he's been shaken by the experience more than he realized.
"But no. I would not think magic to be something to turn to for now." He...starts to lean a little as both continue further on. The contact is not as it was when it was bare hands, but it does invoke a muted sense of 'closeness'. Elidibus ignores it, this time- or so he tells himself.
"I was able to make practical the skills of this warrior's body before my arrival here." Muscle memory did a lot to help. Fragments of observations, previous combat experience also gave Elidibus a hand up. Still, "Though I will not reject your offer." Tactics, sparring, regular practice. They will be welcomed.
To punch Emet-Selch. There's some considerable thought on that. Possibly all the time it takes to pass by Liam and be public again. And with the public eye comes Ardbert's voice again. His humor and amusement which, thanks to the Bond, Lahabrea can feel soul-deep is nothing more than a mask. Though he already knew that, didn't he? "I certainly see that would surprise the illustrious Emet-Selch, if I were to punch him."
Already it's seeming a distant notion. Why would they, truly, come to blows? Between the three Unsundered, no matter how different their views became, they were steadfast in their goal to restore Lord Zodiark.
'Remember us.' Or so that Scion boy had said of Emet-Selch's last words. Elidibus grows silent and loses some of the facade as he retreats into his thoughts.
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Date: 2021-01-18 11:33 am (UTC)But he doesn't play along; such friendliness and humor simply wasn't necessary. There's an acknowledging nod to Liam, who beams at the pair, apparently quite pleased with himself. "He is still our ally, for all that he seems to want a .. 'vacation'." The reminder isn't ungentle. "We have the same goals, the same God. Preparedness is not harmful, but it is best to not cause the very problem that is feared. He cannot pick the Warrior of Light over his own kind, it is impossible." Tempering would see to that. They simply couldn't deviate. Never would. This temporary inconvenience was just that.
But being prepared for a scuffle or two wasn't likely a bad idea, at least until said Warrior of Light finally died. "Mayhap we simply need to reassure him that he may take his ... mechanical companion with him back to the Source or wherever else he seeks to go."
Keep his pet! And stop being an idiot! That will surely work. Zodiark didn't care much for what species someone was, after all.. so long as they were loyal.
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Date: 2021-01-18 05:30 pm (UTC)Vacation. Rest. Yes, Emet-Selch had been settling in to sleep for a while after his stint as Solus zos Galvus. Before Elidibus arrived and informed him of the news that Lahabrea was gone. Emet-Selch had gone to do his duty rather than settle into a century or two of slumber. Perhaps he is due this rest. Perhaps.
The good cheer does fade from Elidibus' voice when next he speaks, but he does not switch back to his own. "Even if he sought reconciliation in some form, as we are, so too is the Warrior of Light in this world. It may well be possible now, to bring her into the fold ere she returns to bask in Hydaelyn's graces." Would that not be a fitting symbol? To wrest the Goddess' champion out of her clutches and into the embrace of Lord Zodiark?
His recovery seems fairly quick, though still he remains silently in support of Lahabrea's gait, for as long as it takes the Ascian to notice and pull away. "In such pursuits, mayhap her Bond with Emet-Selch will prove useful. Though I imagine for now, each are keeping the other in check." But just one little tipping of the scales between their aether...
Elidibus does, for now, note the nagging unease these thoughts bring. Not for the sanctity of the Bond being abused. By why hadn't Emet-Selch's fully whole self not already overwhelmed the Warrior of Light's. But it will not be voiced. Not until he finds out more.
Perhaps Emet-Selch simply keeps the full force of his aether from overwhelming the Bond. Perhaps it is another of this Star's seals. Sigh. So much to be done.
"There is much to learn, Lahabrea. I hope you are prepared."
From anyone else that would have been an order. From Elidibus, it is interchangeable with the question, 'You will... help me, right?'
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Date: 2021-01-18 09:26 pm (UTC)And there's a grim certainty to that. The loss of Amaurot was indeed wretchedly sad but he didn't dwell on it quite as much as their missing third - his distress lay elsewhere and he wasn't about to share it with an enemy.
"Mayhap you will have greater luck, though I presume she'll be less willing to listen once she finds your mortal guise is just that." But Elidibus had a way with finding a common ground even with opponents with which to work with, Lahabrea .. did not. Grand speeches and the delicate pathways of diplomacy were vastly different things.
Patience would possibly pay off, and if not well, she'll die eventually.
That too was patience, he supposed.
"...In as much as I am capable of, yes." He could do no less. "For all that it may ultimately prove useless. We have aught else here but each other."
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Date: 2021-01-18 11:30 pm (UTC)"I suppose I can muster an effort and speak with her." It seems even Elidibus had become tired of speaking to the Warrior of Light, by his time. To call his duty an effort. But do his duty he will, regardless of how he feels about it. Now there is hope, with Lahabrea and Emet-Selch with him.
In the wake of Lahabrea's agreement there is another brief piece of emotion: relief. Elidibus is not alone. "Indeed."
And it's become time to carefully disengage completely, giving Lahabrea his agency to walk on his own, taking away that awkward sense of physical contact being foreign and also comforting at the same time. Should nothing else warrant conversation, he'll be content to walk in silence until they reach the privacy of Lahabrea's home.
There are after all, more matters to see to tonight.